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|fadn( iddn n }flhfsn phv}ih n en|f}t! Tcn mi}}f`fa bjh"

uft fspfduiun|ft( p}jgfduft( entdnphnaft( natunuvdnjat( id"

uj}t n( uibm( pf}tpfdun|ft ufbpj}iht en|f}`faut! Cn ci

yvn eflfati va v}miantbf |fhj #\ndfauf @vihhi}u( Fh

_it( 93 ei`jtu( =??0( p!99.( bfau}f yvf ihu}ft mvt"

yvfa }ftpjtuft fa hiai} i pjd i pjd #thj dnunft.! Vat

tf`vfnsfa djalniau fa hi dipidnuiu ef phianlndi} efht fs"

pf}ut( bfau}f yvf ihu}ft }fdj}efa yvf hft fspf}uftft

tja uibm phv}iht n yvf bt yvf u}jmi} hi }ftpjtui

iefyviei( dih u}jmi} hi bnhhj} fau}f hft yvf }ftvhuna tj"

dnihbfau n udandibfau pjttnmhft! D}fnsfa fht p}jmhfbft

n hft ufatnjat fa vat uf}}nuj}nt tjm}fdi}}f`iut ef }fihnuiut

n ef pf}tpfdun|ft( bfau}f yvf ibm hi biufnsi naufatnuiu

efd}fns hi djalniai ef hi `fau fa }fhidn i hft natunuv"

dnjat yvf ufafa hft djbpfuadnft hf`iht pf} nauf}|fan}!

Bjhut djpt( uiaui djbphfsnuiu n nadf}ufti( pj}ui i ih`vat

i mhitbi} iht yvf `j|f}afa n iht yvf cj fbmjhnyvfa

uju( pf} idimi} fhht biufnsjt lfau p}jpjtuft yvf ipi"

}faubfau ta tnbphft( j }f|ftuneft ef tfaunu djb(

pf} yvf uibm fatjpf`vfa uia tnbphfbfau djb cia

ftuiu lj}bvhieft!

Fa iyvftuft ajuft( |jhe}ni }fd}}f} ftyvfbundibfau #n

ef mfa tf`v}( ftmninsieibfau. yvnaft cia ftuiu hft h`n"

yvft nbpf}iaut fa hi nauf}|fadn uf}}nuj}nih=( n djb

iyvftuft h`nyvft tcia |ntu d}fnsfaubfau entdvunefteft efh bjbfau fa yvf tcia iaiu en|f}tnlndiau fht id"

uj}t n hft efbiaeft yvf u}iatpj}ufa( ins djb uibm

tcia iaiu bvhunphndiau hft ftlf}ft n hft pf}tpfdun|ft eft

ef hft yvf ft p}jgfdufa hft |jhvauiut enauf}|fan} fa di"

eitdva efht ftpint uf}}nuj}niht! _i}unb ef hi cnpuftn yvf

tcia iaiu tvmtunuvnau hft u}iendnjaiht l}jauf}ft fau}f uf"

}}nuj}nt( fau}f fht ftuiuvut djbpfufadniht efht iduj}t

natunuvdnjaiht yvf bihefa pf} tf}"cn( fau}f efhnbnuidnjat

djbpfufadniht ipi}faubfau djbphf}uft n }`neft( pf} en"

abnyvft n p}jdfttjt bt dfau}iut fa hft dipidnuiut

efht enlf}faut iduj}t pf} lf} p}j`}ftti} fht tfvt p}jgfd"

uft n ftu}iu`nft eft ef pjtndnjat yvf |ia `via~iau"tf

|ni hfsf}dndn tnbvhuian enalhvadni( ei}undvhidn efht }f"

dv}tjt yvf ft pjtfa fa gjd n ef hft djbphndnuiut yvf ft

|ia via~iau! Fa iyvftu ftdfai}n( hi dipidnuiu ef phian"

lndi} uf}}nuj}nihbfau( enauf}|fan} eft ef pjtndnjat miti"

eft ftu}nduibfau fa hi gf}i}yvni j pjtndn natunuvdnjaih

efht pjef}t pmhndt j eft ef hi cnpjuundi tvpf}nj}nuiu ef

hfspf}ufti udandi( }ftvhufa natvlndnfaut n idimfa `faf"

}iau ajuimhft l}vtu}idnjat n tnuvidnjat ef mhjyvfn` yvf

aj ili|j}fnsfa i ana`! Eflfati}fb ejadt iyv( |ntnjat

bt tjlu( pivuft enauf}|fadn bt dfau}ieft fa hi

dipidnuiu ef `faf}i} |ntnjat n p}jgfduft djbpi}unut( pju"

tf} aj efh uju diaanyvft udandibfau( pf} pjutf}

uibm bt |nimhft tjdnihbfau!

9! ENLF]FAUT _F]T_FDUN\FT FA ]FHIDN

IHT _]JMHFBFT _MHNDT N HFT _F]T_FDUN\FT

ENAUF]\FADN

Vai |ntn u}iendnjaih ef hiduvidn efht pjef}t pmhndt

pi}ufns ef hi cnpuftn yvf hft pjhunyvft pmhnyvft ta fh

}ftvhuiu jmgfdunv ef hi djbmnaidn ef hi |jhvauiu pjhundi

enauf}|fan} n ef hi tfhfddn ef hihuf}aiun|i eiddn bt

flndi n flndnfau fau}f ujuft hft pjttnmhft( fa }fhidn ih

p}jmhfbi ef di}duf} djhhfdunv phiaufgiu n yvf ci `faf"

}iu iyvftui pjhundi! Aj}bihbfau ft djatnef}i yvf diei

pjhundi j nauf}|fadn eft efht pjef}t pmhndt civ}ni ef

}ftpjae}f i vai ejmhf h`ndi7 ftpfdnihnuwidn n uf}}nuj}n!

Eft eiyvftui pf}tpfdun|i( diei nauf}|fadn tie}fi}ni

i va p}jmhfbi ftpfdlnd( n pf} uiau }fyvf}n}ni vai |ntn

ftpfdnihnuwiei #tianu}ni( fevdiun|i( ecimnuiu`f( ef d}f"

idn enal}iftu}vduv}ft(!!!.( n ft li}ni eft ef hi pjtndn gf"

}}yvndi n djbpfufadnih yvf diei natunuvdn pmhndi una"

e}ni fa fh uf}}nuj}n ja ci tj}`nu fh p}jmhfbi n ja tciv}nief eftfa|jhvpi} hiduvidn! N fh df}u t yvf( ihbfa~t

ipi}faubfau n lj}bihbfau( hft natunuvdnjat pmhnyvft n hft

pjhunyvft yvf pj}ufa i hi p}dundi }ftpjafa i iyvftut

p}nadnpnt!

Ufanb i Diuihva~i( va j}`ian`}ibi natunuvdnjaih j}efaiu

pf} himitu uf}}nuj}nih yvf diei natuadni `j|f}aibfauih

jtufaui! Fh djagvau ef Diuihva~i tf}ni djbpfuadni ef

hi @faf}ihnuiu( n diei `j|f}a hjdih nauf}| fa hi tf|i ef"

bi}didn uf}}nuj}nih( ibm p}ftadni uibm eihu}ft nat"

uadnft ef pjef} hjdih djb ta hft enpvuidnjat #hbnut

p}j|nadniht.( n fht djatfhht djbi}diht #bipi ef djbi}"

yvft.4! N fa iyvftu ftdfai}n u}jmfb uibm nauf}|fadnjat

en}fduft efh `j|f}a ef hFtuiu n ef hiebnantu}idn dfa"

u}ih( ibm p}ftadni bt i|niu naen}fdui n }f`vhiu}ni ef

hft natunuvdnjat fv}jpfft! N i diei uf}}nuj}n nauf}|fafa ef

biaf}i ftpfdnihnuwiei hft enlf}faut natuadnft `j|f}ai"

bfauiht i pi}un} ef hft efhnbnuidnjat djbpfufadniht ft"

Nau}jevddn

Gjia Tvmn}iut9

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